Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Theodore Twaddell Williams' LiveJournal:

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Friday, May 13th, 2005
10:19 am	bye bye now I no longer have anything to say online. If i wanna say it i'll say it to ya face. After a couple of years putting feelings, doings and dreamings online i have found that without a real purpose, it's just self-indulgent. I'm not that person i used to be anymore. My lifes based in reality now, or so i'd like to think... spanks-a-rama for any eyesballs scrolling this textual cyber scribble. good times, good times. 6 welts Spank Me...
Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
6:09 pm	freak the fuck yea! I went down to Tas for a party and too see my mate Stu. Lucky for me Stu had planned a big drive (beer provided) down to the eaglehawk Neck Blowhole and Remarakable Cave. Three melbournites were showna great tassie hospitality and truely had a mondo time. The party was crazy. nuff said Sundaze was spent splashing about in Savoy baths. An indoor bathing experience i tells ya. Spa, sauna n splashing. Big thanks to Stu, Neil, Trisha, Aaron, Stu, Ruby, Janis, Lena, and the birthday boy Saun for a funtimes weekend. Commutting from Tas to Melb on a monday morning for a long daze werk is something i recommend...for a mental breakdown! Current Mood: uder-lickin-good Current Music: Buck 65 3 welts Spank Me...
Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
6:02 pm	and then some... freak yea, i'm excited! I'm heading OS just for a weekend...ko, well i'm heading to Tasmania with is only a 1hr flight, but there will def be sea underneath. I'm on my way down there to see an old friend Stu update pending 3 welts Spank Me...
Monday, March 7th, 2005
5:50 pm	gizmo-a-yo-yo how about that... writing something down here in my LJ has circulated round and biten me on the butt. It was in a comment and everything. This will make liddle sense to anyone but the grrl that talked. And i'm not anger at her, or disapointed. Truth be that i'm kinda glad that the truth got out. I'm crappy at me for not saying anything before the truth came from someone else. My care-factor machine seems as though it's been on holidays. Maybe not on holidaze, but just a byte (8 bits) short-circuted. The care is there, but only selectively. It's all been a choice you see. I decided some time ago (just over a month now since i've seen her) that i wasn't going to care for people who were offering me love. I mean love in the Shakespearean way, lasting forever and all that. A new friend (ze German == Daniel Albrecht)and i have developed a beautiful platonic love that was a lot more passionate than some reletionships i've had. We had a special connection. Love was a key topic while we went on long drives, had bagels on picnic rugs in big parks with a thermos' of coffee, drank and smoked in random parks and bumbled our way around. It's the type of friendship that will never end and will never be forgotten. I love red...red satin...red hair...red cheeks...red wine...red ribbon... i had a red red red weekend. The first grrl i ever kissed took me on a surprise drive down to ashcombe maze (Shoreham-Red Hill Rd, Melref 256 E4) which was truely ...amazing. please excuse the pun, but i was quite breathtaken. This grrl is quite the pandora's box of passion. i love all my friends at the mo. They keep my world together. They give me everything i need and will ever need. (expect maybe an uber-bicycle) Is anyone selling pushie/bi-cycle/wheels/bike/trike(quike????) at the mo. I won't even consider buying it if it's not black and doesn't have jet propultion (the later is not really a prerequisite, but it would be uber-cool) Current Mood: super-mega-ultra-uber-mondo-OK Current Music: Adbusters -----------this album is mondo 6 welts Spank Me...
Tuesday, February 15th, 2005
2:07 pm	i want one Current Mood: chilled 7 welts Spank Me...
Friday, February 11th, 2005
3:00 pm	moving heart So i'm trying to clean it all up, pack it away in cardboard boxes, hire a big truck and move my heart. I'm not moving to anyplace in particular. It's like i'm back in my backpack, moving from one place to the next. Just like i was when i was physically traveling, i move from one place where i was relaxed and did nothing to another place where i relax, maybe have a few near-death adventures there and on the way and basically do nothing again. I wanna find a home. You know, like a comfortable bedroom, backyard for parties, kitchen for creativity, loungeroom for lazing and a garage for all the fast things. All comprising a secure fun/loving luna-pad. I love my analogies and this is running fun one. I've just written a letter to the ex telling her i cannot see her anymore...which is not at all what i want but is the only way for me not to lose it. I read in todays AGE newspaper that scientists have proved that anyone can get over a broken heart in under two years. But i can't take the ring she gave me off my finger. It's stuck there. I still want her to ditch the stoopid design-wanker of a boyfriend, who apparently "eats, sleeps and breaths design". What a knob! Still, some of my friends do the same so i guess i'm just a little biased. But even if that happened, she won't forgive me for the good times i had when i was traveling while she was stuck here dealing with shit that she didn't forsee, let alone plan for. I'm not going to judge her, or ever tell her what to do, but i will fall-out of love with her. The sooner that happens, the better. On a lighter note, here's some reading that i'm been doing to help move me on. http://www.asstr.org/~cobalt_jade/INFO/Japslang.html Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: winged wingers Spank Me...
Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
5:29 pm	Syncro-synapse overload Atakowo Bakada!!!!! (boy's suck) Arbi san wa nono pinesu desu. Sensai Peo san wa L33t Masuta desu!!! eeeEEEEEEYYOOOoooowwwwwww... Japanese concepts of grandeur flies straight past your eyes. As i'm sitting here typing one handed (dirty fools what are you thinking... i'm picking my nose hairs out) i cannot help but surmise that you do not, sorry cannot ever understand my love for a better life. So now is the time where i will say goodbye. Goodbye, to you my friends, and goodbye to this archaic way of life. These mortal fingers will type no more. After tonight, you will never meet the same theo again. It is time to upload my brain to the mainframe. It's time to exteriorise my nerve.net and replicate my personality into a higher level of conciousness. Goodnight children of the sun, welcome eternal dataness. Current Mood: cyber Current Music: 0011010100100101 beep 6 welts Spank Me...
Monday, February 7th, 2005
1:12 pm	Jamsie i just found out that a friend of mine in Bris died about 6 months ago. I have no idea he was so sad. It's not like i knew him well or that i'd even spoken to him in nearly 4 years... but all i can think is that i've lost another friend. Jamsie, you sure made me laugh, and thanks for the VCR and 13 simpsons vids. Hours and hours of my life were entertained cos you taped them all. Time:00 Today is but a momentary fantasy. Tomorrow is a dream. Yesterday was reality. No now, it was just then. Time is a waste of a battery. Spank Me...
11:37 am	Hangin out @ Hanging Rock Hey eKids, Yesterday was tons-a-fun. I drove up to the Macedon regional Park with ze german (oh-so-tall-and-good-lookin Daniel), a brisbanite (Log), a half-maori half samoan chello playa (Steff) and a quiet but forever smiling lesbian (Suzie Q). We left totally too late but that was cos i went shopping for lots of picnic stuff... like a massive carving knife, a shovel and lime... and bread rolls and food stuff. I had so much fun with me mate Dale (log) as we climbed and jumped while not falling around the crazy maze-like rock formation. Climbing through holes, up and down fissures and across cliff ledges. Lunch was provided and the gang sat to make salad rolls overlooking soooo much flat farmland from an amazing viewpoint. SUPER!!! I want a motorbike Current Mood: Sugoii Desu Ne Current Music: no music, why do you have to keep asking??? Spank Me...
Monday, January 31st, 2005
3:11 pm	.................................................................................................... yea yea happy australia day and all that. I kind of missed it. Last Tuesday night was mono-uber-cool. The night for me statred by dragging my poor parents into a mid-20s sinfest of a party. I forced alcohol down their throats and made some beautiful friends talk to them. Well, i had to do none of the above really. I love taking my parents to parties so that everyone has a better understanding as to why i am this way. So as soon as i stole the 1/2 empty glasses from the olds and fly kicked them out the door, i bubbled and gurgled my way around for the rest of the night with many close friends. A few G.I.Joes and Womonkeys and i ended the fine night climbing the scafolding of a large church to view the whole docklands and cityscape. lubbly. My f.Roland is not able to say no to a bet Since then, it's been work work, beach and now work again. A good friend Dale has just returned from living OS in the EU for 2 years. We made the beach our eskie (an eskie is a foam box for cold drinks type thing) out of sand. Instructions on how to make a sandskie 1. Dig like a dog 2. Fill some Plastic bags with ice and beer. Seal 3. Bury with cold wet sand 4. Remember where you buried them 5. Play more frisbee 我爱这文本被翻译的方式 Current Mood: blah-di-blah Current Music: woot!!! 2 welts Spank Me...
Thursday, January 20th, 2005
5:11 pm	job job job job job job job job job job job job job I have a job and it starts next week (read in sing song voice). I like to get paid too much. They made me go in today to sign my sould away for 3 months. No problemo! So i'll be working 9 till death on the reekdays, mundaneday till frieday at Monash Uni. The great thing is that i'll be working with some fun fun fun ppl. friends. I like working with friends. Communication seems to work better. like i can communicate... 2 welts Spank Me...
Monday, January 17th, 2005
1:36 pm	Aoooowwww Gaydies and Lentlemen, Toys and Bells, Tomorrow it will be my pleasure to have an interview for a job that i know i'm going to get. How do i know this? I got drunk with the person who's doing the interview and learned that i'm the only person interviewed. Sweet! So those goals that i set for myself when i got back from traveling are finally getting ticked off the check list. Job is ticked. All i need to do now is find a place and housemates to live with, buy or make a sickass BMX or lowrider mountainbike, build a monster computer with minimal $$ and join the mile high club. I'm beginning to believe that life may actually get back to being enjoyable and not painful. Maybe it's cos i like being employed (not that i don't like doing nothing, it's fun and sleepy). I've had a job since i was legally able to at the tender young age of 14 1/2. The last 8 months have found me not earning a single dollar, rupee, baht, kip, real, kyat, peso, shekle, euro or yen. But that's about change... i mean about TO change. I'm gonna have my bank account figure going up again. Money money money money!!! Current Mood: employed Current Music: Pink Floyd - Money 2 welts Spank Me...
Wednesday, January 12th, 2005
1:20 pm	Craaaaaaaaaaap! dag-nam it! i didn't get the job. Meh, it just would have only been PERFECT... Move on Theo move on. In lighter news. I had heaps of fun hanging out with Val yesterday at St Kilda Beach. We just lay about drinkin sparkling wine, working on our tan, laughing, walking, eating ice cream, swimming and watching the sunset. beautiful day. See here and here One of my closest friends Macca. I wanna post this so he knows i love him. Current Mood: booooooo Current Music: traffic signals 3 welts Spank Me...
Monday, January 10th, 2005
2:14 pm	Mirrors are more entertaining than TV User friendly, ad-free, portable, mirror TV Current Mood: Floopy and Floppy Current Music: Ennio Morricone 5 welts Spank Me...
Sunday, January 9th, 2005
3:41 pm	when basic colours become scary http://www.sawadee.com/tsunami/hotels.htm Current Mood: morbid 2 welts Spank Me...
1:50 pm	miss Bangkok Yes i sure do. I miss Bangkok. I miss the concrete and the ever-encroching jungle that tries to take the space back. I miss the people, the grrls and their openness, the beer, the fun times, esp the food and most of all my friends there. Love to the wild world from the safty of urbanity. Current Mood: reminiscent Current Music: whirrrrrrrrr 1 welt Spank Me...
Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
5:58 pm	oi oi Happy NY grrls guys n others. So far this year rocks my body clock. I had alot of fun in a caravan then went dancing for 8 hours to some dark Drum n Bass. My whole body now feels like a broken beat. I went down to the Espy to see Andy C and Plump DJs at 33 1/3. Fun in the sun and in dark over-crowded rooms. Some1 should have stopped me dancing at about the 5 hour mark but all my friends went to the matresses, leaving me to shuffle and slide the rest of the day away. fun fun fun till i have the emotional breakdown that i'm expecting. love to the e.world Current Mood: in a world of pain Current Music: Tinnitus 1 welt Spank Me...
Friday, December 24th, 2004
3:54 pm	ouch!!! 8 hours later... i'm a fanboy http://games.flabber.nl/orgasm.girl/ Current Mood: hot Current Music: Cybertunes of a random JapGrrl Gasm site 1 welt Spank Me...
Monday, December 20th, 2004
8:03 pm	Mildly Irrational oh-riiiiite Anyone seen "Spaced" or "Shawn of the dead". luvly piece of film where fantasy rides the edge of reality like a mozzie in my ear. Appropriate use of ultra-violence. Unattainable love from the perfect life partner. Fine character development in the form of a zombie lynching. It's weird how now that i'm back in helbourne i've found my desire to add text to the nothingness of cyberspace again. When i had good shtuff to write about (like my Steve McQueen adventures on a motorbike in Kashmir and th himalayas) i didn't wanna put it into a couple of pixels for others. Now that i've got lots of absolute nothing i want you to read. Here's a beautiful pic of my manlove going up in the world Current Mood: You're a mood!!! Current Music: The Gonk - Kid Koala / Veritones 9 welts Spank Me...
Saturday, December 18th, 2004
1:48 pm	floop oops, my mind makes mistakes and memory takes the blame. Too long it's been since the keyboard responded to my thoughts. So much has changed. Time heals all wounds they say, well time has only done damage from my perspective. All reference to happy floating lifestyle that i used to run is now defunct (cos i like that word) due to my bubble being popped. Life has it's ups and down. I used to like the word hope. If i was once floating, then now i'm being dragged along gravel. I'm back home in my homely hometown and adjusting my ways so i can look towards a future. The future was once a happy time, where my eyes would become cybernetically enhanced and i'd grow pumkins with "the one". Now the future is a post-apocalyptic nuclear fallout concrete shelter inhabited by mutated loved ones. happy Xmas and a merry new year. Current Mood: discontent Current Music: eternal silence 5 welts Spank Me...